Mackk

Jokes on me I've been living in a, fantasy So hard to see been fighting, endlessly Sick of playing pretend, pretentiously Now let me see, yeah Tables turned the day I said no more Turn my pages I'm the boss now, why don't you see the door Why so serious Mackk look at you So cute, standing up for what dude You don't got a clue All the darkest nights you hid in rear view From the real view On how life doesn't respect you, and there's nothing you can do Yeah you're right about a few things But not all of them though Used to think the world was against us I don't think that no more Accountability man, learning from experience Trying to play victim I'll ask why so serious then Take it from me Mackk, way back you let me in To much of a coward to really make your own stand Been at it since you were ten Pretended you weren't affected Whose next then Hi your honor I got no self respect and Mom is never coming home, and dad don't give a damn Man so much rejection, I'm feeling neglected again Don't got to remind me, I've already made amends Not playing victim to the way life has dealt my hand My journey is a plane, learned how to fly alone Landing gear is engaging, let's show them who I've become Not playing dumb, from what's happened or yet to come Living in the moment there's a lot we've overcome Tried to burry us as a kid, tried to undo what has been done Jokes on you, my story is far from being done We can sit here and keep going back and forth You must be forgetting the reason we're even arguing for Self destruction clear as day Trying to fade away, you told me it would be okay So today, all I got to say is just Shut up Bro, just shut up You don't got nothing to say so just back up I'm making a stand for who I am So you probably gonna need to get out your phone To call yourself some back up Jokes on me, I let you be the boss Trusting my demons came to me with such a heavy cost I look back at all I have lost Trying to be the funny man, well funny man is gone Do you understand Are you serious Now you're all grown up You got the audacity to tell me that I need to shut up When I was the one you used to call upon to be your back up Now you're telling me that I'm the one that needs to back up Did you hear what I said Why you questioning me are you serious Yeah I'm not playing get out my head Mackk is alive now go ahead and take your leave You've controlled me too long, you've become my biggest pet peeve So I say this with the utter most respect You don't own me, I'm grown So don't you ever forget Never again will I see me as less by neglecting My inner peace I'm confessing Put to the test to be the best me Success is in my recipe