Unnecessarily Romantic (feat. MikeyD860)

I gave her too much love, got none left for myself Tore my heart out, put it up on a shelf Unnecessarily romantic Unnecessarily romantic I gave her too much love, got not left for myself Tore my heart out, put it up on the shelf Unnecessarily romantic Unnecessarily romantic Now am I scared to commit or am I more scared of how I might feel within it With no fear of sinnin Cuz the love could all end when you hear a sentence With no tear to glisten We reaching the end? we aint near beginning! Don’t smile at me, this a weird decision See the thoughts that go thru me Don’t veer malition Use an ear to listen To the fears I’m listing 1, I was left once Had my heart broke And I spent months With the bar low No mention of a hard growth Just a wrenchin pain Stuck all up in my heart and chest and my head can’t even comprehend The rest of the world outside me cuz my insides were such a vulgar mess How can I dull the stress But you can’t so you gotta move on with life Like the pain will go away if you smile right Just give it a little time and when the time is right You can jump back in like a shining knight Well nope, I’m still here 4 Years past almost to the date I’m writing this here I think about her almost everyday not because I still love her But because of all the stupid feels that I fear I gave her too much love, got none left for myself Tore my heart out, put it up on the shelf Unnecessarily romantic Unnecessarily romantic I don’t know why I’m in my feelings Don’t know what this is about Everything was going great until I opened up my mouth I always give away too much love I’ve got none left for myself Now I’ve got tons of insecurities and tons of issues about me I’m too busy keeping people happy Never cared about myself I keep my feelings deep inside me That can’t be good for my health But now it’s time to change I’m done feeling this way So I asked this girl out right And she said yes, cool But when I hit her up she answered once then never hit me back again Jeez she’s a gem, jewels Now I pick these girls that are kinda cute And I like em slim with an attitude Cuz I kinda like when they get mad at you Has me feeling like I’m getting back at you For the things you did and how you made me feel When you embarrassed me with your twitter spiel You were acting like I was never real Like listen here You called me a dawg ass Changed my name to that in your phone Then you went and posted screenshots that you took of all of our serious convos Yeah you clowned me Just to try to get some likes from your hoes Now I still can’t trust a girl And you wouldn’t believe how much that I have grown Like loneliness lingers within everyone at times But it’s whether or not you can let someone else in your life And trust that they aren’t lying No really I’m fine