Searching For The Key

Runnin' from my past every shadow on my back Got a ghost in the attic but I'm dancin' with the facts Triple-time in my mind heartbeat out of whack Keep a bottle in the glove just to balance every act Fingers grippin' on the void twistin' fate I deploy All the pressure on my chest but I can't hear the noise Got the demons on repeat whisper sin to destroy I been playin' with the rhythm like it's somethin' to enjoy Slip the gear switch the lane off-beat I feel insane Polyrhythm in my brain never steady never tame Tryna breathe but the breath cut short by the flame Let the reaper see the struggle while I dance in the rain I'm on my way but I can't find the key Lost in the cadence it's drownin' me deep Switchin' my rhythm like breathin' to be free Countin' every bar but they never repeat Shadow on my trail tryna split my peace Fast slow switch it I dodge and weave Take another hit let my thoughts release Got the devil in my ear but I never concede Syncopated misbehavin' switch the pace I elevate Droppin' bars the ceiling breakin' ghostly echoes in the space Runnin' lines like I'm skippin' on the surface of my fate Every pulse got a different measure rhythm in the haze Panic in the night then I'm floatin' in the light Never steady every breath is like a war that I fight All the beats I create keep me driftin' outta sight Polyrhythmic in my bones I could vanish by the night Countin' time in the shadows keep my step unpredictable Melody slippin' through my teeth everything's cyclical Crossin' the measure with ease split the flow indivisible Runnin' from the edges of myself I'm invisible I'm on my way but I can't find the key Lost in the cadence it's drownin' me deep Switchin' my rhythm like breathin' to be free Countin' every bar but they never repeat Shadow on my trail tryna split my peace Fast slow switch it I dodge and weave Take another hit let my thoughts release Got the devil in my ear but I never concede