Wear a Darker Shade, Fade Into the Background

Put the pistol to my face, make me disappear Having visions of my death but they never clear Would rather stand on my feet than to live in fear If I ever overdosed would they shed a tear Put the pistol to my face, make me disappear Having visions of my death but they never clear Would rather stand on my feet than to live in fear If I ever overdosed would they shed a tear I still cry about that day, I could never flex Had me thinking in my mind that they killed Dex Qway was strong, if he fell then who the f*** next B****** asking how I feel but it's complex N***** talking and I hear 'em on the down low Say that s*** to my face, you could die slow From the riches but right now I gotta keep a pole It ain't s*** to cock it back and let the yappa blow I been drugging, I been pilling for a couple years Thought you knew me but lil n**** I done switched gears Seen the faking, and the hating, and the f****** jeers I been stabbed in the back with a hundred spears Off the Xanax I was dying on that f****** floor So depressed, felt the pain to my f****** core Saw me lying in a casket back in Baltimore But Lord knew I had it in me, I was built for more Put the pistol to my face, make me disappear Having visions of my death but they never clear Would rather stand on my feet than to live in fear If I ever overdosed would they shed a tear Put the pistol to my face, make me disappear Having visions of my death but they never clear Would rather stand on my feet than to live in fear If I ever overdosed would they shed a tear Skinny, pretty, young n**** in the way back Life was simple, I was chilling, I was laid back S*** got crazy, I was scheming on them Xan packs All my family doubt me now cause I got face tats F*** these h*** in my face, I want real love Older b****** want me now, cause I got inked up By my lonely, you won't catch me in no damn club I might slap the next b**** that tell me sober up If I had last words for my lil bros I would tell them young boys to stay on they toes Keep the faith, stay strong, and always watch your nose Then get some millions for the fam, that's the f****** goal Couple homies want me gone cause I pose a threat Couple b****** trying to burn me like a cigarette Couple haters always watching on the internet Leave 'em all in my shadow like a silhouette Put the pistol to my face, make me disappear Having visions of my death but they never clear Would rather stand on my feet than to live in fear If I ever overdosed would they shed a tear Put the pistol to my face, make me disappear Having visions of my death but they never clear Would rather stand on my feet than to live in fear If I ever overdosed would they shed a tear