Honestly

No one's being honest with me Someone grace me with honesty Honestly I can't imagine the life I would possibly lead Hopefully I'm not too far from the person I'm trying to be No one can take out the anger I'm saving up for me Learning to love an old stranger always starts out lonely I'm trying to be Less concerned with what I think of me Tossed out Of the bar never been this far out of line Can't get Comfortable forgetting how I got in bed last night I'm a child I'll try and hide all the shit I don't want you to seek To my surprise You see right through me and guess what You've already seen What I mean No one can take out the anger I'm saving up for me Learning to love an old stranger always starts out lonely I'm trying to be Less concerned with what I think of me I'm tired of starting it over I'm tired of being myself I'm tired of taking the trash out I'm tired of not asking for help I miss being loved and relied on I miss you for asking for help Without you I'm stuck with a stranger That I know a little too well See this is where all the roads turn I'm never good on my own terms I'll learn to love without your words I'll take it up with my own hurt