Deep End

I'm drowning in the water that I chose to swim in It seemed so shallow But now I'm in over my head And I'm used to wading But this is so much more than that Lifeguard won't save me I'm past the point of the deep end Something's pulling me to sink It seemed so good at first but now I'm on the brink Best to see then to believe But I can't keep up this illusion of deceit That's why I don't go past 5 feet I've been called crazy Started to like the way it sounds All yes no maybe I let the current sweep me out I stumbled and tripped and the saltiness hit and there's nothing that I wouldn't trade to get you out Of my head Something's pulling me to sink It seemed so good at first but now I'm on the brink Best to see then to believe But I can't keep up this illusion of deceit That's why I don't go past 5 feet I've been cut open Hurts when you rub the sea salt in A wave of focus Adrenaline inside my skin I've been cut open Hurts when you rub the sea salt in A wave of focus Adrenaline inside my skin Something's pulling me to sink It seemed so good at first but now I'm on the brink Best to see then to believe But I can't keep up this illusion of deceit That's why I don't go past 5 feet