Citrus (feat. Sean Martinez)

I've got OCD, I'm obsessed with myself But if you knew me you would know I'm not well I'm scared of the world, I don't leave my house I'm compared to the worst in a sea of my doubts Oh I'll keep dreaming Distort reality without any reason Serotonin and dopamine My two best friends that won't ever leave I don't want no one to save my soul Think I'm better off dead or maybe better alone I can't get out my head, can't escape my foes If I could learn how to forget I wouldn't need my phone I don't want no one to save my soul Think I'm better off dead or maybe better alone I can't get out my head, can't escape my foes If I could learn how to forget I wouldn't need my phone I've got ADD and I just can't focus Heavy stress pile up leaving me so broken I try to handle without a bottle of Ritalin Same time, Having trouble with the state I'm in Gotta move up from the past Sometimes look back then gotta surpass that Some things there that I know I can't change So I can't be out stuck in my ways Wonder if my soul could be saved Take drugs to feel okay For now it's me and Macona We out here Kickin' it bringin' it Forget the mental predicaments Cause I'm still gon' be singing it like I don't want no one to save my soul Think I'm better off dead or maybe better alone I can't get out my head, can't escape my foes If I could learn how to forget I wouldn't need my phone I don't want no one to save my soul Think I'm better off dead or maybe better alone I can't get out my head, can't escape my foes If I could learn how to forget I wouldn't need my phone Alice, darlin' pass me the tea I'm way too anxious please don't leave Oh I can't face reality So let's pretend that everyone I know is dead to me I'll make new friends with my cracked Iphone Hide inside for how long? I don't know Man I wish that I could find some peace But it requires patience and I can't Sleep cause I'm worried 'bout my typos If I blow up will they find me pinned down? I've been screaming my whole life and y'all still can't even figure out that I don't want no one to save my soul Think I'm better off dead or maybe better alone I can't get out my head, can't escape my foes If I could learn how to forget I wouldn't need my phone I don't want no one to save my soul Think I'm better off dead or maybe better alone I can't get out my head, can't escape my foes If I could learn how to forget I wouldn't need my phone