IED (feat. TillaClay)

Everything around me closing in I swear that I can't feel at all You said that you'd be there for me but you didn't even bother to call So now I'm anxious Tryna live life but you make me wanna hate this Running out of time I just need a little patience I wanna rewind everyday don't wanna face it I don't wanna face it I'm closing my eyelids You don't need to talk be silent Cause you don't even know that I'm trying All my thoughts went blank in hiding And I'm not lying I don't wanna fail but I never wanna try again If I started breaking down I bet you wouldn't fight for him I'm a problem child ain't nobody seem to like that What you got to sell I prolly wouldn't ever buy that On and on in my headspace, deadweight Don't you try to talk now, it's too late You gon' prolly sit and sip your kool-aid I can't believe I thought you were my soulmate You post all the time but leave me out the update Like where is my heart I don't know where to locate Your soul needs a home but that's what I can't donate Say it's all in my head but I know it's not fake I got real issues but I don't break Everybody's saying that it's too late All these voices inside they drive me crazy Chasing after lost time now I'm anxious Tryna live life but you make me wanna hate this Running out of time I just need a little patience I wanna rewind everyday don't wanna face it I don't wanna face it I'm closing my eyelids You don't need to talk be silent Cause you don't even know that I'm trying All my thoughts went blank in hiding And I'm not lying Let me tell you what the next step is (What it is, what it is) Let me ice our your wrist just a little Don't feel connection then split it down the middle You just wanna use me I provide all that you need And you wanna make my heart bleed You wanna wear me like some SB's You're like can I get the check please, next You introduced me to your friends So you can get 'em on payroll See how much that gon' pay for Before you have to give it up Saw it from the start so I cut it off I fall for it every time I come back to you You were blessed with all those bills it's automatic to you Everyone know I tried for you I'm anxious Tryna live life but you make me wanna hate this Running out of time I just need a little patience I wanna rewind everyday don't wanna face it I don't wanna face it I'm closing my eyelids You don't need to talk be silent Cause you don't even know that I'm trying All my thoughts went blank in hiding And I'm not lying I don't know what's wrong with me Crippling anxiety Tripping over IEDs Everybody move back I don't know what's wrong with me Crippling anxiety Tripping over IEDs Everybody move back