OCD (feat. Esteban Morado)

Her doctor gave her some medication with a warning not to drive But she thought warnings were for other people I've been tryna get this right But I've been tossing turning like every night It's like I study the detail of every fight And my OCD got me feeling like I can't walk I can't run I can't swim cause I've been drowning in my thoughts I can't breathe I can't eat Is this the outcome of chasing you and me It's my way of how I cope It's like a war in my mind and I just feel alone It's like a constant battle way up in my soul I think I found the right time that I let you know I think that I got OCD I just don't know why Gotta flip them switches then I hit those lights If I do this shit one more damn time I might blow out my brains I might lose my mind I think that I got OCD I just don't know why Gotta flip them switches then I hit those lights If I do this shit one more damn time I might blow out my brains I might lose my mind If you don't wanna live go and pray upon your downfall I dropped out of college and I threw away the tassel Laughing at me then but now I need another satchel To carry all this money that you said you'd never ask for Oh no, I got everything I need But I, wish I wasn't so lonely Piss off, you're not my fucken homie Go and pop your shit I hope you fucken O- And I know you left your heart inside the Mazda Money so long gotta pause for all the commas Losing your mind cause you're never sitting next to me(Suicide) And it's got me thinking OCD the f*ck is wrong with me Popping pills that I don't even need Another night that I won't fall asleep Yeah, I ain't gonna do that shit no more I think that I got OCD I just don't know why Gotta flip them switches then I hit those lights If I do this shit one more damn time I might blow out my brains I might lose my mind I think that I got OCD I just don't know why Gotta flip them switches then I hit those lights If I do this shit one more damn time I might blow out my brains I might lose my mind I might lose my mind I might lose my mind wasting all this time Never falling for it Was wasting all this time on my OCD I'll be fine