1AM

Grab me a pen Im writing White walls is around me It's 1 am I still ain't sleep My vision looking cloudy The life gods disappear When they see niggas drowning I'm tryna see the bright side But I'mma Debby downer I got to speak the truth I got too much to lose You won't see me In these streets Acting like a fool Had to learn the hard way I done seen enough Why they wanna knock me down When I'm feeling up But don't nobody help me up When I'm feeling stuck I'm feeling good Because a nigga finally feeling love I mean that good kind Not that Will kind I mean that stranded in the storm And you feeling fine Cause you finally found someone Who doesn't have to try When the presence alone Enough to ease ya mind I done seen too many die Before they 25s My nigga Rod Still got a nigga in denial And my brother Josh How bout the brother V I know he seen something in me I ain't see in me That was way back then I'm still asking God Why you take that man Still remember mama screaming Couldn't fake such pain All the death around me Helped me take my time Was no pill left to pop That could ease my mind Some people turn to drugs When they feeling down I did it sober And you see a nigga still around Was in the ring with my thoughts Going pound for pound I ain't dying with this pain I choose to let it go You got addicted to the highs I mastered being low Said I gotta thank God Cause I'm still alive I know life been hard But I'm feeling fine Sometimes you got to slow down Try to read the signs What's the point of being here If you don't even try