Everythings Changed

Everything's changed It's not the same main Reflecting on my life I wonder where it went I swear times past At the blink of an eye It's going to fast The other day I was just a little kid Living in the bay Vallejo that's my home Was it tough A little bit But that's where I grew up Rohnert park It brought me lessons It taught me how Cruel this world could be I miss my adolescence I miss playing in the back yard And looking forward to presents Now I spend time reminiscing On my past To far away to grab Now I journey To another part of life Getting older scares me That's why you cherish The moments while u got em Cause one day They gonna be gone When you rotten If death was a man Id try to stop him I miss my childhood An here's the problem I can't go back To living Without stress And playing wit My Cousins Surrounded by Adult mess Remember my Innocence Before the girl friends And broken hearts Before my family members died And witnessing my momma cry All the time And spending time with my father When he was there We would go around the block In his truck I used to love it Now my feelings Posted on the corner Cause they wanted Childhood it comes It goes Make sure you take it slow Its gone before you know Know when it rains It pours Stuck without a jacket Man I'm stuck in the cold Lost up in the dark And I don't know where to go This industry a game I don't do this for show It's like a everyday I wake up I'm just fighting the feeling Reminiscing on the time I was fighting and stealing On any sucka coming disrespectful I get him Man I was angry at the world Ina war in my mind But I was fighting wit my teachers And my friends in disguise Had a dream of living wealthy And making it big But how it turned out Man you be fighting to live Lost my conscious and my thoughts I was fighting to feel Like what's the point of being conscious And being a real one They don't care about ya pain They don't care what u deal wit I realized I don't care Imma steal be the realist Be that guy be that voice For all of them children In the same situation Where people change faces Would rather be alone Cause they can't deal wit relations I remember when they told me It was all of my fault And I collected it and smiled Cause I did this before I guess I've always been the reason For my pain and all the hurting You ain't never been my friend You couldn't see I didn't deserve that Been fighting all my life Because I've always been prolific That hate you cause u got it And they wish that they was gifted Don't let them hold you down Do ya thang and go and get it Life is so short Don't let a dream just be a dream A haters motivation Means you doing something right So many dreams jus waisted They didn't get it for they died Everyday you doing nothing Know u just waisting yo time