Lets Be Real

No more fighting with my fist I'm fighting they conscious If I gotta kill a nigga I kill him with kindness I been praying to the sky For all of the noggas I was scrolling through the news Another dead patna Tryna make it to the top But I come from the bottom Told the family we gon' make it And that was a promise I don't do it for the money Don't live for the dollars But a mansion sound better Than just an apartment Trying to pave a good way For all of the toddlers You don't gotta do bad In order to prosper White man say brown skin Equal monster One day top ramen Will turn to lobster I was in to my school Till I started boxing Math looked real cool Till them niggas jumped me Friends sound real nice Till they leave you lonely Had to ghost everybody Had demons on me Looking at my girl Like baby hold me If you see me in the studio Keep the camera's rolling Cause a nigga steady cooking Call me macaroni Mac one like the cheese With the rigatoni One thing I realized Is niggas is phonies Claim they doing all that But niggas is boring I was making big moves When niggas was homeless Turning into skin and bones A nigga was hungry Couldn't eat Cause my jaw it would barely open Matter fact even then I was still mourning Finally made it through the storm Then my nigga Rodney Got shot in the back Had to figure out through a snap Couldn't even cry Next day feeling trapped Family looking at me Know a nigga doing bad Couldn't even let out the pain Through a rap Had to master All my thoughts that's a fact So even now I ain't dependent on the Mac If I put it down I know I'll surely be back Im like Spiderman Without the suit and I'm black When I'm outside can't feel the pain Through the mask Guess you'll understand When your grown For now you'll never know Give it time Its bound to get old This life it'll break down Remember what you give to ya folk Its bound to come back around