Real Tears

See I don't wanna cry But I got to Sometimes I sit an cry When I think about you Yes I'm a man But I learned to show emotion Mama said to let it out That's how I learned To cope with it By it I mean life Life a cold game Leave you froze Like cold ice Sit around and watch Ya whole family line die Struggle with the depression Then you struggle finding god Struggle putting breakfast On the table in the morning Struggle trying to wrap ya mind Around making money Struggle trying to cope with the fact Ya getting older Struggle with the thought I just lost my big homie Just lost my damn coach I got love I can't show him Pressure on my brain Make it tough to keep going Why in order To feel peace I gotta die I start thinking bout this life Every time I close my eyes Barely get to sleep Busy conversing with the sky See I don't wanna cry But I got to Sometimes I sit and cry When I think about you