Suicide

I'm like the opposite Of suicide Everyday tryna stay alive Say things that'll make you cry Say things that'll make you smile Swear it feel like i'm closer to god Everyday someone die And it's wild I be picturing myself in a hearse Nightmares of my death And it hurts Everyday can't breathe Man I'm cursed Man I'm fine I'm good I promise I be working thru my thoughts My conscious I ain't no pity case People die like everyday If I did it man i did it Cause I want to I don't hesitate Somebody touch my family I will kill you and that on everything This pain off in my body Feel like the rain don't never go away Meet choppa I hear choppa sang Them books the only set I claim Noah bout to build The arc again But am I invited They say that death a better place I guess that that suffices When living in this life a sin You make some sacrifices Admit man I'm the nicest This life thang it's so trifling I been around the mix My brothas flow without no license We men you suckas mices God took Josh man life is priceless Man nothings guaranteed But I keep pushing Man I'm fighting To all my people struggling yeah Living day by day Keep yo head thru the rain Times get better never change Gotta live through all the pain I'm like the opposite Of suicide Everyday tryna stay alive Say things that'll make you cry Say things that'll make you smile Swear it feel like i'm closer to god Everyday someone die And it's wild I be picturing myself in a hearse Nightmares of my death And it hurts Everyday can't breathe Man I'm cursed Man I'm fine I'm good I promise I be working thru my thoughts My conscious