Soh Cah Toa

Minutes wasted, meaning lost I've been chained by the grief you've caused Hours wasted, time abused I've been tortured by the moments I've misused Like a stagnant transition state I'm so numb by the end of the day Ride the Caltrian, spend time with friends But I'm just waiting for the Summer to end Something's rotting In my kitchen And I've been starving For something real to enjoy And I feel your hands Loosen from mine And your warmth freezes And lets me down every time You let me down every time Well, I occupied myself with temporary things Left the past behind until it grew its own wings Can I find where I belong once I'm finally alone? How can I distract myself on this long drive home? Staring out the window and I still can't sleep I wish I could talk to you but you don't know what I need I can see the coast to which I will soon say goodbye I think I'll get out of the car and stop by one last time And I'll cartwheel into the sea I'll cartwheel into the sea And finally I'll be safe without you there I'll cartwheel into the sea I'll cartwheel into the sea And finally I'll be safe without you there I'll cartwheel into the sea I'll cartwheel into the sea And finally I'll be safe without you there I'll cartwheel into the sea I'll cartwheel into the sea And finally I'll be safe without you there