Distilled in age (feat. Eeryskies)

Is there a way to end my dream Cause all it does is make me sick Cause if I ever made it All I'd ever see Is lights camera action on my pain Like I never bleed Like I never need help Like I never need me Like I never need self Always talking in the magazines Saying that I'm too skinny I should get my weight up Maybe I should lose some Always talking shit About a body that they came from And I'm thinking it's harder Than it really is Thinking I'm smarter After drinking this Losing my breath While I'm missing a sip I'm distilled in age I'm nothing without growing pains I'm nothing without storm delays I'm distilled in age How would I sort through my days If nothings the same Thinking that I gotta catch a plane Baby I know It's hurting the same Choosing all the right words to say Thinking should I push it What do I know I'm losing my name Motion picture running through my brain Never knowing what I'm bound to say What I'm bound to be Maybe I could see Lights camera action on my pain Like I never bleed Like I never need help Like I never need me Like I never need self control So I'm taking big hits Like it's no one's business Walking on a thin line Spreading like a message I get it Rumors and obsession on the ground Got me looking up Always loving nothing but the sound Could you turn it up My self control Give it up My self control Loosen Up I think they're watching too much I think they're watching too much I think they're watching too much In my In my early age It's not enough to stand up tall So I'm strutting now I threw my bones away You're never showing up So I'm showing out Through a brain of haze You took my voice You threw it away It's not a place to stay You know I'm just A growing stage I think they're watching too much I think they're watching too much I think they're watching too much But if I go just a little harder Make me bite down Baby make me think smaller Fighting out loud Could you listen to a marauder Baby out now Could you listen to you're daughter Fighting out loud Could you listen to a marauder Baby out now Could you listen to you're daughter Cause in my early age I gotta go just a little harder Make me bite down Baby make me think smaller Maybe take this time out Make my mind up Would you hear me now Marching right through a riddle And if I notice you're watching a little Make my heart focus Why not keep it simple And if I'm loaded know let's make a deal Why not keep it real My problems I own it Why not skip a meal And you hardly notice what I've come to feel I'm running unfocused When I chase that feeling now My self control Give it up My self control Loosen up My self control Got enough I'm distilled in age I'm nothing without growing pains I'm nothing without storm delays I'm distilled in age