Weight of the world (feat. eeryskies)

(There's a crown of righteousness That awaits each and every one of us Who have trusted in our Lord Have you trusted in Him today Afraid if you have not That you'll take this moment To say Lord Jesus I don't understand all that stuff That Preacher talking about) I don't wanna know why they took him I don't wanna know why I don't wanna know why they took him (I don't wanna know) He was just a kid when I knew him I'm feeling sick Deep down in my stomach I put my drink down at the function Cause now he's never growing up I'm tripping over curbs Walking home Crying Tearing at my skin all alone Trying To hold my own Why did God give him his wings When he's so young No I just had enough No I just had enough No I just had enough When you lose them So young (No I just had enough) No I just had enough No I just had enough No I just had enough He was so young And I hate the state I hate the state of my world My kids shooting guns Cause they're chasing some pearls I'm feeling so numb While bombs shaking my world The holes in my lungs feel the burn When I'm praying for her And all of the pain Is engraved in my Earth And all of the pain Is engraved in my heart I tattoo my skin So you don't see my scars But spirits surrounding They watch in my dark Tripping over curbs Watching stones flying (My darkness) All alone trying To find a reason why Why did God give him his wings When he's so young He was He was so young He was He was so young (Why was he taken away) He was He was He was so He was He was He was so (When they're so young) He was He was He was so young But when I find out (I don't wanna know why they took him) Will I burn up (I don't wanna know why) When I find out (I don't wanna know why they took him) It's my turn Will I lie down And feel my hurt burn now Will I find out It's my turn Will I burn up It's my turn (Father I know That I'm not really a bad person But I'm not a good person either)