Creature of Habit

I'm staring at the wall again like it's gonna tell my fortune My head's a heavy suitcase full of things I've never said My eyes they burn from endless checking if I'm right or wrong again Can't help the fact I circle back Jump straight in to the deep end I bite my jet black fingernails I rip the skin right to the bone I pull out hair after hair Til I fall asleep alone My hands shake like adrenaline My heart stops every now and then This self inflicted loathing stops an introvert exposing My head's a heavy suitcase I said I'd always touch base But I'll admit I don't do that Why don't you do that? I don't do that I bite my jet black fingernails I rip the skin right to the bone I pull out hair after hair Til I fall asleep alone You know it's such a bad habit I know it's just a bad habit You know it's such a bad habit I know it's just a bad habit I know just another bad habit You know just another bad habit I know it's another God damn it You know I know you know I know I bite my jet black fingernails I rip the skin right to the bone I pull out hair after hair Til I fall asleep and one more time I bite my jet black fingernails I rip the skin right to the bone I pull out hair after hair Til I fall asleep alone