Grow (feat. The Datura)

See It's more than getting rich It's a passion in my wrist Let my hands show my soul Let my family members know That they baby son is grown Yeah no diapers no more Homie never let go Never let 'em tell you no I can finally say that I feel normal For a man in a world so broke Only one family and I care For my soul Defending my home So Grow Can we find a amen to that and go home With time we all grow Im just scared that it'll show My weakness of attraction Always close to those who manage Take my heart for a magnet Bring me close hands wrapped Make me choke till I tap That's a fight I'll never match God never speaks to me But the devil always shows Always pushing on my throat Always forcing me to throw All my morals out the door Tell me who gone bring my flowers Death is laughing all the power Make me feel like a coward I just need a bit of patience For so long I been the patient Instrumental medicated Is the way I'm paper chasing I'll still love it if you hate it My goal Is litigation Till they learn I'm meant for greatness Growing flying off the pavement listen Ill Never leave you alone If you stay with me I'll make a song If you leave me than I'll go on Making my own lane F*ck you thought bitch Thought he was a star Thought he was going far Took a hit off my blunt Drove off in my fucking car Met up at the bar Drinkin and thinkin way too much I picked up the guitar And put it down cause I'd rather rap I know that they're all cap So I don't have to snap I pick apart the beat Well y'all just took a nap Sleeping on me I went and got that strap Y'all won't catch me lacking Better off waving a white flag Y'all been acting like some bitches Cause y'all ain't straight I came a long way From never feeling okay But I won't say what you want me to say I can't be stuck in a loop Living the same day Even though all this shit is still the same Y'all been stuck doing the most Look at that boy He got spooked and then he went ghost If you want a verse I'll give you a quote If you want to get down on the beat like madcow Then you better take some notes And If you want to make it You better know how to promote I took a fifth and felt like a joke I took another shot and felt the need for a smoke Some feelings I show I don't mean to invoke Thoughts provoking I just want to float Straight from the mind And onto the paper With words that I wrote I can finally say that I feel normal For a man in a world so broke Only one family and I care For my soul Defending my home So Grow Can we find a amen to that And go home