i got a fake nose ring, now mom says i'm punk rock

Is this thing on? I think it is! Uhm... I really wanna say this because it's funny and it's been a while) It's not a phase Sick of playing all these games Sick of always losing faith Looking up then falling down The silence will always be too loud How does it feel to be Something that you're meant to be? How does it feel to be alive? 'Cause I really wanna know This song has nothing to do with nose rings in any sense I just wanted that long emo title and I think it does it justice so Found a meaning in these strings I have a purpose in this life Thought it was too late to know That there's still light inside my eyes How does it feel to be Something that you're meant to be? How does it feel to be alive? 'Cause I really wanna know You seem so certain of things that you don't know I can't see past what the lights won't show Where are your existential doubts past 12 o' clock? I'm fraying away it must be the bad luck Am I the only one whose reflection looks like it's a stranger? Am I the only one whose bedroom ceiling knows me best? Am I the only one whose days are getting shorter but feel longer? Am I the only one who's tired? How does it feel to be Something that you're meant to be? How does it feel to be alive?