pls use ur inside voice (acoustic demo)

We even looked up at the stars I felt the nerves as a I reached for your hand Why did I have to turn around and lose my peace of mind It doesn't seem very fair in the end You don't deserve the hurt I caused Let alone the hurt you've always had I tried to give you what you needed and wanted You mean so much more than that So much more than that And I can scream excuses 'Til the blood runs to my face And I know I don't deserve it But I appreciate your grace I hope I wasn't time you wasted You could never feel that way to me And now I'm waitin' by the phone Anticipatin' anything to respond to The cuticles on my fingers are gone Overthinking every word 'til my head's blue You said you were never angry at me Can't even fathom how that's a possibility I truly wanted to give you my best and I'm sorry I'm sorry And I can scream excuses 'Til the blood runs to my face And I know I don't deserve it But I appreciate your grace I hope I wasn't time you wasted You could never feel that way to me Another late night Another cloudy day Another reason I should've stayed away Our world was changing I didn't know what to do I hate to sound cliché But it was me not you And I hate to close the chapter Before the book even began 'Cause you were something special And now the blood is on my hands And I can scream excuses 'Til the blood runs to my face And I know I don't deserve it But I appreciate your grace I hope I wasn't time you wasted You could never feel that way to me I hope I wasn't time you wasted You could never feel that way to me