The Dream / Sweep It Under the Rug

Fifteen years And I still dream About the hallways And the building in the morning Waiting for you Yeah I still dream Of getting up on a stage At the gymnasium And I'm taking off my clothes And the principal he knows Just what I'm fixing to do And I say I have to except the repercussions But you gotta let me play these drums I have been practicing I guess some things They stick around As much as we can't figure out How to hold on To what is gone To hold on To the past Whether it's here or whether it's by the lake Or in the car Driving down the highway Or the backroads These thoughts linger on As if there was something right That went wrong I don't know what it is But I can't stop thinking about it Standing outside that cabin Waiting for you to come Breaking the law breaking the law In my subdivision The night I took a hit And stood out in the front yard and tripped Oh and the next day I felt like I would never get up The next day I felt like I would never get up The next day I felt like I would never get up Get up There's times I think I'm haunted Isn't that what it's called Can't stop thinking Can't stop feeling cold I miss the moments I lost But what's gone is gone You might say I was a troubled kid Lord knows we all had to deal with a lot of shit You might say I was a trauma kid We all know we all gotta We all gotta deal with it Now I'm not trying to shirk No no no no no no I'm Not tryin' to sweep it under the rug Sweep it under the rug Yyou can't sweep it under the rug You can't sweep it under the rug You can't