Vanilla

Mama Never meant to deny The child I was She never said goodbye Just said "you're not mine" If I love her, is it sad? To sing a song behind her back Painting her in a bad light What were we talking about A good painter I might add Should bring colors to my dad Color blind Only tried To picture him what's outside And I no longer draw the line Between what I see and what's inside How do I get the f*ck out Don't throw me down the gutter World only gets colder That's usually when rain starts to pour My dad did me me a favor Asked me what kind of flavor Of life I want I said Where I'm flying to the stars I'm diving in the clouds Everyone went outside Just to see the bright side No rain check No matter the weather We shine for each other This is my vanilla life, life, life Ooh-ooh life, life, life Life, life, life Ooh-ooh life, life, life Life Silent like snow that falls onto the concrete Stumble and let the inner child scream Grass is greener that you can see Create a world to play hide and seek Fire within you burnin' Did I break the heart I tried meltin' Inside a chest that won't open Tried to speak, you weren't listening Like you I hear voices in my head Maybe one day I'll know why you felt Selfish, trying to let them have A taste of bittersweetness in the face Brain freeze, forgive, till it backfires Memories, light up Like fairies under the trees I buried Don't throw me down the gutter World only gets colder That's usually when rain starts to pour My dad did me me a favor Asked me what kind of flavor Of life I want I said Vanilla I have a vanilla dream (Break your heart of ice) I have a vanilla dream (Break your heart of ice) Flying (I have a vanilla dream, I have a vanilla dream) I'm flying (I have a vanilla dream, I have a vanilla dream) Flying to the stars I'm diving in the clouds Everyone went outside Just to see the bright side No rain check No matter the weather We shine for each other This is my vanilla life, life, life (Break your heart of ice) Ooh-ooh life, life, life (Break your heart of ice) Life, life, life (Break your heart of) Ooh-ooh (Break your heart of) Life, life, life Life (Break your heart of i-i-ice)