All Alone

Hey Do you want to know how I am dead? Or why do I prefer to be upset? I always tried to be somebody else I never tried to be myself But do you wanna have a friend Who's weird and always tries to get away? And that's why I should turn again Into a person I don't think I am It all started when I was six I wasn't such a happy kid in school The kids would always laugh at me And I didn't had a friend to help me through But now I'm more than just a kid And I still think I'm no more than a fool But I'm Just good at hiding it Cause no one knows my days are painted blue But I Wouldn't say That I've had enough I wouldn't say I've been showed too much Maybe today I could die or not But you know the worst of all... Well I am not prepared to be alone But my disease hurts better Than my own stressful mind You may be thinking that's not true at all But you don't know what kills me slow To act like someone I am not And be affraid to show my real thoughts And though was hard to make the choise I couldn't keep my feelings anymore (And now I show 'em to you) But I Wouldn't say That I've had enough I wouldn't say I've been showed too much Maybe today I could die or not But you know the worst of all... Yeah you know the worst of all Is that I'm Gonna die All Alone