Switching Moods

Talk about off days, man I've been off for months I don't know what to say F*ck my sound f*ck my looks I'm done But at the other hand, I know that I will never quit And I'm writing this song to remind myself that I ain't wrong I got this horrendous bias It makes me feel like I'm not on the right path But I should be the one deciding which target to shoot The size of the caliber and what type of gun and I can't forget the dynamite 'Cause I need to blow up, like the ego of Donald Trump Sometimes I go batshit crazy, I don't know what I'm doing with my life All I know is that this music shit is, my precious Going with the flow 'till I'm old, ancient like a trilobite, lately the stress is Attacking my mind, I'm in pain and blind I got pepper sprayed in my eyes This state of anxiety tries to undermining my sobriety I need to dig deep in my psyche to structure my life How else would I survive, this is the Mad Martian Mad like a lion starving, mad like a scientist Mad like Steve Urkel From Private to Sergeant, then to Colonel Switching Moods I feel like I'm bipolar (bipolar) Wish I could be that dude who doesn't bother (no) Or bother more what should I do Help me uncover the truth Talking to you my father Switching Moods I feel like I'm bipolar (bipolar) Wish I could be that dude who doesn't bother (no) Or bother more what should I do Help me uncover the truth Talking to you my father And you know who I'm talking to My opponent in the opposite corner I'm never ducking you Boxing for a price you can't afford 'Cause I'm uppercutting you ('cause that's how I feel) Up and down, I'm swinging back and forth Between a lack of confidence and almost being arrogant This is like a pendulum, think I need to practice more On my raps to fuel the torch (uh) Call me the procrastinator king But my ability to terminate this useless thinking and bring My brain back to the earth whilst combining this talent with ink Would exterminate any hater My sound is distinct like an M1 Garand ping (uh) Holy cow, I'm 23 now and I already got a midlife crisis Can a famous rapper please give me a shout-out Let a Youtube reaction channel dissect my rhymes maybe I'm just Being cheap right now but all I desire is to sell like Pfizer I am already ill, so here's the virus, where do I sign up I don't wanna end up looking like a pirate, waking up with one foot Two wooden legs and one eye out 'cause I sold my body parts To pay the bills and don't die out, this rap shit is suicidal Switching Moods I feel like I'm bipolar (bipolar) Wish I could be that dude who doesn't bother (no) Or bother more what should I do Help me uncover the truth Talking to you my father Switching Moods I feel like I'm bipolar (bipolar) Wish I could be that dude who doesn't bother (no) Or bother more what should I do Help me uncover the truth Talking to you my father Maybe I should now how to control my self Then I wouldn't feel like this But it isn't, that simple I'm not strong enough I don't need any help No, I don't need any help I don't need any help