Smoke & Mirrors

Turn the power on That beam in the distance is calling me home Can't be wrong What I do with my day, I'm gon have to own Stick my prongs Inside of whatever makes me less alone That's the song Same one I sing when I'm In my zone Most the time When I'm chilling here Angels speaking really clear Devil's on my shoulder But I cannot seem to see the fear Creeping up from the outside Trying to avoid my demise Guess I'm gonna have to make it my disguise I'm seeing Smoke & Mirrors Smoke & Mirrors Reflecting on my past ideals Thru the clouded atmospheres Freeing my heart, in a way it feels Kinda light Pushing thru the pain and strife Avoiding the afterlife Even if I can not do it right I'm stuck with Smoke & Mirrors Smoke & Mirrors Reflecting on my past ideals Thru the clouded atmospheres Freeing my heart, in a way it feels Kinda light Pushing thru the pain and strife Avoiding the afterlife Even if I can not do it right I'm stuck with The disconnect Dissociating my hopes and regrets If I seem depressed You could be right, but there is no time for it It's timeless What we give and what we got in place of it It's a sign, this This whole life got fucked up because of what I did The smoke and the mirrors Playing tricks inside my head again Exploiting my fears Forced to face my choices without end Inflaming tears My sins turning into all my scars and then Reversing gears Creating a new life after all of the destruction Lost inside a haze Haze of what it's supposed to be Drowning in the dark and madness That is way too close to me The reflection is Making me melt I'm stuck, trying to Call for help With nobody and no options Guess I'll do it myself Compromise Tell myself that everything I did was fine I'm the one The person that filled my head with all the guns Pull the trigger All the things that hurt transition to my figure Burn a cigar Can't feel nothing if I get lost in the liquor I'm just tryna find a way Change my life on the day to day Look at myself and see him in the mirror with no dismay Tryna figure out, if it's too late Can I grow with no mistakes? What I would do if I could escape All the Smoke & Mirrors Smoke & Mirrors Reflecting on my past ideals Thru the clouded atmospheres Freeing my heart, in a way it feels Kinda light Pushing thru the pain and strife Avoiding the afterlife Even if I can't do it right I'm stuck with Smoke & Mirrors Smoke & Mirrors Reflecting on my past ideals Thru the clouded atmospheres Freeing my heart, in a way it feels Kinda light Pushing thru the pain and strife Avoiding the afterlife Even if I can't do it right I'm stuck with With the smoke & mirrors With the smoke & mirrors Yeah With the smoke & mirrors With the smoke & mirrors Yeah With the smoke & mirrors With the smoke & mirrors Yeah With the smoke & mirrors With the smoke & mirrors Yeah Smoke & Mirrors Smoke & Mirrors Reflecting on my past ideals Thru the clouded atmospheres Freeing my heart, in a way it feels Kinda light Pushing thru the pain and strife Avoiding the afterlife Even if I can't do it right I'm stuck with