Long Time (feat. Cultivated Mind)

It's been a long time since I, since I felt happy It's been a long time since I, since I felt love Lately the days have been turning into nights Anxiety's got me constantly putting up a fight Trying so hard to see the light It may be out of reach but at least it's in sight Trying to paint you the perfect picture Floating head with a stick figure Doc's trying to prescribe all these crazy mixtures Without explaining the damage to my mental Now I'm struggling to figure it all out Weaning off but still stuck in self doubt When will I finally make it out All I wanna do is scream and shout It's been a long time since I, since I felt happy It's been a long time since I, since I felt free It's been a long time since I, heard myself laughing It's been a long time since I, since I felt love I know Imma make it out I know that I make my mama proud Divinely connected to the sound When I'm lost it helps me to be found Rolling with the punches high up in the clouds Lately I've been cautious of who I am around I'm still trying to figure it all out Head in outer space, feet steady on the ground It's been a long time since I, since I felt happy It's been a long time since I, since I felt free It's been a long time since I, heard myself laughing It's been a long time since I, since I felt love How can you measure pain Is it in days spent moanin' or in drops of rain And when longings on my brain And hopelessness infests my veins I reach towards the sky and give my father praise But after all I've done I bet his eyebrows raise To see I and I begging for a favor Putting more and more weight on my maker, yeah It's been a long time since I, since I felt happy It's been a long time since I, since I felt free It's been a long time since I, heard myself laughing It's been a long time since I, since I felt love