In&out

You can't make this up I am the lightning rod that draws in all your lies It's just your luck I am the mania that creeps in in disguise Not young enough To know that there is no real meaning in this life It's just your love That keeps myself from abandoning my mind In and out of time Could, and I should, be more grateful for the ignorance you paid me in our time It's cool, its good, and I sort of hope that you don't come to hate me It was my other love that made me So hold me baby please I don't want to feel those blues I've got better things to do So know me better please I didn't want you to see the truth But there's no kidding you Sucked inside a black hole Sifted through dimensions Slowly taking shape in a formless void In and out of existence Gravity's persistence tested my resistance But I played it like a toy And I was just sitting hoping Call it wishful thinking Plea my heart stops sinking when I get your call Penetrate my world, perforate my soul When the dice is rolled for me In and out I fall