mad's world

i wish i didn’t feel this way i’ve lived and made some bad mistakes if i could escape the thoughts in my brain i would travel far so fucking far away ain’t it fun growing up wishing you were never made my head is fucked don’t know what, what is real is and what is fake the boy’s a gun an atom bomb that’s bound to crash and break it’s a mad mad mad mad world and i’m insane my mom and dad both seem to say oh mad’s a future gone to waste if i had a normal coming of age i would be the son they dreamed of every day ain’t it dumb growing up and the world wants you to break god it sucks knowing what, what is causing all my pain i hate my guts, i’m so done, being everyone’s mistake it’s a mad mad mad mad world and i’m insane (crazy 50s apocalyptic orchestral breakdown) someday i’ll be gone without a trace if i hate myself i’ll just change in every way crazy psychopathic and deranged it’s a mad mad mad mad world and i’m the king