Back And Forth

I went back and forth To write this verses all night long I sought Had to pay dues and cross my T's and dot my I's And all Had to watch my tongue cause man must watch the way he speaks thy word If she told me that she loved me then you know she didn't at all I seen harder days Longer night Sleepless night I fought I got critics from my homies, peers can't forget my bro I've seen longer pains Shorter days Sleepless night I hurt I watched children starved For countless reasons Please don't ask my why I know a nigga who sick He called on his dad His dad didn't put in much work Helped him a lil, accused him of theft He came at me with a spoon and a fork Christmas In bed, hospital beds Thinking and plotting of getting revenge I was upset, deeply depressed, mostly I was filled With regrets I wasn't brought up with love, but imma still try, I got to be here for my mom I was a young with hate, a troubled kid, with series of troubled events Growing up mama always beating me up made me believe that I wasn't her son Funny how times fly, damn time. I'm watching all in my thought This shii turned me to a heathen Eyes closed, I'm strangling demons Fight back I'm trying get even Back to back I keep having amnesia This shii turned me to a heathen Eyes closed, I'm strangling demons Fight back I'm trying get even Back to back I keep having amnesia I went back and forth To write this verses all night long I sought Had to pay dues and cross my T's and dot my I's And all Had to watch my tongue cause man must watch the way he speaks thy word If she told me that she loved me then you know she didn't at all I went back and forth To write this verses all night long I sought Had to pay dues and cross my T's and dot my I's And all Had to watch my tongue cause man must watch the way he speaks thy word If she told me that she loved me then you know she didn't at all I went back and forth To write this verses all night long I sought Had to pay dues and cross my T's and dot my I's And all Had to watch my tongue cause man must watch the way he speaks thy word If she told me that she loved me then you know she didn't at all