Mom (I'm Sorry)

I don't know how Probably never know why But mom I'm soo sorry for never taking advise Mom I'm toe tussling I'm thinking of taking my life These days I'm barely talking I'm barely feeling alive Mom I don't know how Probably never know why But mom im soo sorry for never taking advise Mom I'm toe tussling I'm thinking of taking my life These days I'm barely talking I'm barely feeling alive Nothing even excites me Ain't been home and it's past 6 Calls and text I'm declining Things I can't put in writing Mama not gonna like this I'm post to set an example I'm lost and I cannot find me I'm lost and I cannot Mom and I fought cause her own perceptions of life was different from mine She always had the wiredest of feeling whenever I hang around with my guys Lots of thoughts trooping in fundamental contradicting her vibe I was in the back sit of our home truck with my mom throwing advise Telling me I fucked it up with my life I was always condescending in spite Cause I just rather hang Around with my guys Cause I rather shout and get into fight But I had to learn the hard way, had to humble myself cause shit was deeper than life I took all the wrong approaches but deep down I just thought of making you proud But I don't know how Probably never know why But mom im soo sorry for never taking advise Mom I'm toe tussling I'm thinking of taking my life These days I'm barely talking I'm barely feeling alive Mom I don't know how Probably never know why But mom im soo sorry for never taking advise Mom I'm toe tussling I'm thinking of taking my life These days I'm barely talking I'm barely feeling alive I don't know how (I don't why) Probably never know why (But everything happens for a reason) But mom im soo sorry for never taking advise( Mom I'm toe tussling I'm thinking of taking my life These days I'm barely talking I'm barely feeling alive Mom I don't know how Probably never know why But mom im soo sorry for never taking advise Mom I'm toe tussling I'm thinking of taking my life These days I'm barely talking I'm barely feeling alive I don't know why But everything happens For a reason But mama don't despair Cause I am reaching high I'm never falling off Cause I am way too high For anything that comes My way way way way (I don't why) Way way way way (Anything comes my way) Way way way way Way way way way I don't know why But everything happens For a reason But mama don't despair Cause I am reaching high I'm never falling off Cause I am way too high For anything that comes