Self-Control (feat. Massattack)

Nothing comes for free Only death is a guarantee She's an angel & I'm Satan Love & hate, it's in-between I am merely a being I am killing the sheep I had a dream a black car was steering my dreams Now I'm reeling & peeling And fearing my sleep I am nearing the ceiling And filling with grief I am peering to see my enemy nearing me Like a Chief, I will eat And never accept defeat Now I'm feeding the beast And he is breathing through me He is sinking his seething teeth deep into me Don't you let them clip your wings I won't let them get to me No more timid kid in Vincent Livid, lifted, & listening to 7 girls And they sing Dark Spring What a gift when I give 16 How I live when I lived 16 That's why I stick to the PPP That's why I stick to the PPP That's why I stick to the PPP Don't you pick him & skip to me Don't you pick him & skip to me You better stick to your decision Don't you give me no sympathy Let me give you this quick 16 Let me give you this quick 16 That's why I stick to the PPP That's why I stick to the PPP You so quick to get dismissive Your intentions are crystalline I was given this affliction And infectious ability You so quick to get forgetful I'm regretful of everything I forgive them for everything I was giving them everything 77 at 17 27 end everything All the lessons I'll never reach All the lessons I need to teach Several heads that need severing Several heads that need severing I'm wishing death just to RIP Wishing death to just to RIP Several heads that need severing I'm wishing death just to Rest In Peace It's J Gorgeous Had to tap into the darkness Just so I could fucking harness The thing that made me an artist See I never got the love I deserve In fact I'm starving So throw me an instrumental I'm eating that shit regardless You goin' need a fucking army To take on me & my squadron It's MassAttack and in fact I just might relapse to the thing that made me relax Everything is just seeming whack All these rappers ain't saying shit All these women ain't speaking facts Need a trip to the Otherside Just to get my ass back on track Y'all content with mediocre That shit really hurt my soul Cause I've been giving you my all I think it's really time to go I think I'm running out of time I think I'm running for the door I gotta do this shit right now Before I give up self control Before you give up self control Before I give up self control But I will never ever fold, no See I might sing to these bitches Just spread my wing to these bitches The flyest thing to these bitches Just like a feathered bird Or I might Spaz on these rappers Just MassAttack on these rappers Or kill a track on these rappers The best you ever heard