I Am Not Me

You put your time in me And I took that time away You nurtured like a gardener And I have nothing to repay You are the stone from which I’m cut Even the rain cannot erode you Til heaven in heaven and earth pass away I will not be the same I let you down I let you down I could have, I should have been so much better I let you down But I swear that I will, get you off the ground Put your hands in mine Together we can fly Let’s see what its all about I am not me all the time But I swear that I’m tryin’ You see my spirit and my flesh Are constantly in confliction I do what I do and I do not understand I let you down I let you down I could have, I should have been so much better I let you down I let you down I let you down I let you down Put your hands in mine Together we can fly Let’s see what it’s all about Don’t be afraid Cause I’m here to stay Let’s see what we can dream