remorse

When i get too lazy to decipher your telegram bio It means my heart found it's peace no longer touched by your existence Two a.m: I'm trying to convince myself that it's alright that You are chatting different friends in random groups and I'm not jealous When i get too lazy to decipher your telegram bio It means I'm no longer suffocating lying in my cold bed Three a.m: I realise that this sickening tearful plight Wild jealousy and resentment will never leave envious mind When you shine i fade When you smile i cry When you dance i run To hide my bitter tears My heart is racing I'm on the verge of passing out Sick and tired of living in this state of constant doubt Knowing that my love for you has run its course Leaving me with nothing but remorse If we were both unhappy I'd romanticize this state I check again if you're online And minute after minute i die When you change your profile pic i know it matches with someone else I don't get it's meaning and i spend nights trying to understand Four a.m: still staring at your account, light flashes 'online' I know you still chat and feel fucking fine Animalistic wild of mine When you fall I shine When you cry I smile When you die I igny Iolanda's evil, why? My heart is racing I'm on the verge of passing out Sick and tired of living in this state of constant doubt Knowing that my love for you has run its course Leaving me with nothing but remorse