Hopeless

Wasted so many years Hoping you'd change Wasted so many tears Putting up with the pain Oh and I tried and tried To conceptualize your lies Oh and I cried and cried Keeping these feelings locked up inside Wasted so many moments Making these plans Washed away all my atonements It was you who didn't stand Stand strong for me Oh with a kiss goodbye I wish myself well Oh wrapping my arms around me I wish that I could tell you I'm no longer hopeless Hopeless No longer blaming myself for the fall No longer hopeless Hopeless No longer building up all of these walls No longer crying, crying, crying Crying for you Crying for you I'm no longer hopeless Now I'm hopelessly free Free from the shame Free from the silence of you Not calling my name Oh but I wish you well In the depths of hell And I'm wishing you the best As our story eternally rests I'm no longer hopeless Hopeless No longer blaming myself for the fall No longer hopeless Hopeless No longer building up all of these walls No longer crying, crying, crying Crying for you Crying for you No longer trying, trying, trying To tread through these blues Tread through these blues No longer hurting inside Grew from these fires Knowing I'm where I should be I'm no longer hopeless Now no longer crying, crying, crying Crying for you Crying for you I'm no longer trying, trying, trying To forget these blues Forget these blues No longer hurting inside Grew from these fires Knowing I'm where I should be I'm no longer hopeless Now I'm not hopelessly hopeless Now that I'm no longer hopeless Now that I'm hopelessly free