Keep Me Down

Today is a day that feels light Inflict the shame you sent my way I'll never fall again, hypocrisy rains so hard I'm not ready So this is how I feel? Breaking from the inside, all the time Tell me, what's the price I have to pay? Why does it feel like help will never come? Maybe I'm running away from myself It's too heavy to carry it all with me Coming back heavy Pick me up It hides like a ghost like I taught you It buries itself, it embeds itself, to challenge me Of all the places I could be I still see you I guess this is how I feel Speaking from the dark side of my mind Tell me, what's the price I have to pay? Why does it feel like help will never come? Maybe I'm running away from myself It's too heavy to carry it all with me I come back heavy Pick me up You can't knock me down or push me Into the trenches Against the wall So you wanna test me now? While the others beg and don't Repent You were worthy of being chosen to suffer And I won't dig up your memories again Tell me, what's the price I must pay? Why does it seem like help will never come? Maybe I'm running away from myself It's too heavy to carry it all with me I come back heavy Pick me up Tell me, what's the price I must pay? Keep me down Keep me down