Perfect Place (To Leave Behind)

I fear the smoke rolling over the hills Is it coming down the street? Suffocate me as I sleep It's causing anxiety To the point that I can't breathe Please give me some relief In the twilight of my youth I wandered free, endlessly enthralled by curiosity Now time has sewn its roots in my place Planting me here in this quiet empty space No sun, no more Six months of hiding indoors God damn, we shouldn't have stayed I never thought I'd be stuck in this place I found a place to bury my head A hole in the snow, freeze my thoughts at 30 below But the anxiety and lack of sleep Their killing me In the twilight of my youth I wandered free, endlessly enthralled by curiosity No time has sewn its roots in my place But I won't dare to hide my face No sun, no more Six months of hiding indoors God damn, we shouldn't have stayed I never thought I'd be stuck in this place The perfect place to leave behind Where memories and dreams intertwine I don't know how I got this way Or maybe I'm too ashamed to say No sun, no more Six months of hiding indoors God damn, we shouldn't have stayed I never thought I'd be stuck in this place I don't know how I got this way Or maybe I'm too ashamed to say Would you let me carry all the weight So we could finally walk away?