Black and White

See I'm not insane In fact I'm kind of rational When I be asking you "Who is more dramatical?" This one or that one The white one or the black one Yo i take a few men's advice and guidance Came from a life full of fights and violence Two different crews both rivals I guess Death slowly entered like A frightening silence Fire in the eyes of a psycho’s eyelids One too many times like a knife in my ribs Had enough all these years I’ve wasted Lost a section of my life Like I'd just misplaced it Freedom so close I can almost taste it But end up ice cold In an acquaintance’s basement Relationships ain’t shit Like "Bro, I fucking love you" That’s the fakest engagement I could no longer take it Like standing in the middle of A satanic snake pit Evil all around and hatred Had to make some changes Now every day is sacred Going where I shouldn’t go seeing Who I shouldn’t see Doing what I shouldn’t do being Who I shouldn’t be Sometimes falling, it feels like flying At least in the beginning ‘till You feel like dying Going where I shouldn’t go seeing Who I shouldn’t see Doing what I shouldn’t do being Who I shouldn’t be Never meant to hurt no one i Just had to have my way Losing everything except my life That’s the price I pay Falling, it feels like flying At least in the beginning ‘till You feel like dying ‘Till you feel like crying I didn’t feel like trying Had to pick myself back up Ain’t nobody gonna help To make ‘em all believe in me Had to believe in myself Picking up the pieces ‘til the Beast is wide awake again Winning over someone, love this Don’t know what to make of it Now I’m making cake, making bread Like I’m a bakery, but soft like a pastry Lifestyle is make-believe Clashing personalities are breaking Up the fight don’t let the darkness take me Lead me safely to the light Sometimes falling, it feels like flying At least in the beginning ‘till You feel like dying Falling feels like flying ‘till you feel like dying sometimes falling At least in the beginning ‘till You feel like dying ‘till you feel like dying ‘till you feel like dying