Lonely Street (feat. John Gee)

Yeah Where's everybody at It's Madd Hatter Class-Sick Records 2009 Yo it's hard to know for certain why incoherent urges Pull back the curtain to flaunt surges that cause all my hurting Stuck feedin' my burden, cause offers failed to foster flirting Sluts applause in wonder bras I'm wanderin' around the same circles Not better off amongst the most sane Boast game, no piety, society's not close to likin' me I ask questions 'bout my purpose 'Cause problems never work out that surface State the facts because I'm worthless Plus I must've heard this 'bout a thousand times through my music Filled with false hope but I've already been through it It influenced me to travel time absent-mindedly Findin' me, defiantly, like this variety I drink alone, liquor in back alleys Though it provokes my malady So f*ck you givin' me pity F*ck my liver and kidneys Need to heal my Achilles Feel no heartbeat, got me walkin' while I'm sippin' on whiskey Yes, I'm walking Walkin' down a lonely street Yo, I struggle to see why these people can't see me Invisible, yeah I know it's pitiful Ridiculed for my stance and position But I can't run 'cause my feet keep coming up missing Like a bad rendition of past times Like rewindin' a skipping track five times I want five mics but I can't get through five nights Guess that's why I'm sleep-deprived The scare of death, only reason I stay alive It's my life, more reason to make it mine Delusional fixations That cover the abrasions of my pride and stupidity The Mini-Mes that only wanna get rid of me The epitome of a born identity Consider me an enemy That's why the world don't wanna hear me talking So I guess I'm walking Yes, I'm walking Walkin' down a lonely street Though companions won't answer my demands to grant a second chance God-damned if my ramblin' rants ever got me an answer Like a grandeur mantra dancin' round in the hands of That manic disparager Try to damage my character, soul, body and mind My goal's obvious, I'm tryna simply survive On this ample meander Feet numb, but feet don't fail me now Wanna keep me buried under? Better nail me down You fuckin' clowns, I've only scratched the surface I got you nervous Why you cowards say I don't deserve this Success is earned, it can't be purchased like merchandise Still it comes with a price, does that make it worthless Searchin' day and night just to learn they may be right Though they may be lying I rely upon survival and remain behind them while I'm walking Yes, I'm walking Walkin' down a lonely street