Shadows (feat. Aylius)

Yeah, shadows This is what I get This is what I get for pushing it all away Neglecting my health, avoiding myself It's all been leading to this Too numb to see it coming And now, it might be too late Shadows I know they're watching me through the shades Feel like they tossed me into a maze You think I'm free? I'm truly caged Every move that I make has a trace What I gained was a noose and chains They choose my fate but I move the same Act like I'm living free without huge restraints Deep inside, I'm consumed with shame 'Cause I remember that they own me with every single move I make Huge mistake I don't have no damn control I gained power knowing they would demand my soul Wishing I could see my fam back home But I know that I'll put 'em in harm's way so the fam can't know All the evil that I've committed Now I'm just living with guilt, getting followed every town I visit I never will get out my prison Their eyes will never leave me until I pay the ground a visit And I'm gone All these shadows Yeah, they follow me wherever I go Tried to hide but they keep crawling right inside of my soul Even when I turn the lights out, they won't leave me alone All these shadows, yeah, they follow me wherever I go Wherever I go Yeah, it's like screaming underwater I see demons that I swore I conquered I feel the most peace unconscious Fading into black, they love when I'm unresponsive They raised me to turn the other cheek Programmed a target, no chance to speak So past defeat, there ain't no happy dreams Running from my shadows, no chance to grieve They aim at the target and squeeze Don't want to spoil the fun Don't want to be the one to lose what I have even if I have none Choose the illusion or you could be shunned Confused I've become, my empathy is fading No more excitement, feel no elation My mind's always racing Impatient to see what is next, so I'm ready when the pain hits All these shadows Yeah, they follow me wherever I go Tried to hide but they keep crawling right inside of my soul Even when I turn the lights out, they won't leave me alone All these shadows, yeah, they follow me wherever I go Wherever I go