Just A Man

You ever just feel like Nothing can go your way No matter how much you try or how good of a person you are, you know Devil still on your shoulders And every time you try to stay positive Things hidden deep inside they seem to come to life I do Maybe this will help Lost and indecisive smoking dope and counting vices Like the devil got a viper grip it's poison deep inside as if You don't really care or maybe you don't really know I'm just getting high so I can block out all the lows Sippin on that drink I got the potion feeling motionless Hopelessly devoted I been swimming in the ocean with The fears and all the insecurities inside my brain Thought that I'd get over it I guess I didn't change I guess I'm still insane I guess I'm still the same I'm guessing at my bucket list I'm doubting all my dreams Who your favorite rapper yeah the cracker he just lame He talk about his feelings, need to talk about the bank Need to talk about the money, cars the clothes and all the hoes And all the shit that he done did, he only talkin' bout his woes All mistakes is in the past about face it turn it back I know his name is Max but man I think he's going MADD I think he's going crazy He wanna be like Jay-Z College boy but he ain't wanna drop out he ain't lazy Degree under my belt but yeah them bitches they ain't pay me Loans piling up he ain't been paying bills lately Is he crazy Or is he just a man Everybody thinks he can't but man he really can Everybody has potential gotta tap the can But when I'm tappin' at my people they don't wanna see the plan Is he crazy Or is he superstitious Take a look at that boy's life and you can see it's vicious Riding through the riches I don't wanna do no dishes I don't want no other job yeah I know I gotta get it Since a baby I been dreaming bout the fame But I don't want it for the money yeah I want it for the gang I want it for my momma yeah I wanna heal her pain Because the shit that she been through will make you really go insane I'm talking mixed up in the music I've been seeing these illusions Everything up in my past and everything that I been through, shit I'm a lose it if you don't come my way Something bout our conversations really heals my brain Your voice is like a medicine, the demons I don't let em in I'm feenin for the moment I could dream and I could tell her it It's all irrelevant cause she ain't coming home I know her better than the streets that I call home I know her eyes, I know her lips and all the lies And I've been tryin' to tell the people she a demon in disguise Supernatural, I'm Dean up in my mind If she a demon then I killed her and I killed myself inside And I'm gone, I'm dead up in the cemetery On the 14th I'm screaming every February Love is like a trap I ain't falling Cause the claws got a hold of me from evening till the morning Is he crazy Or is he just a man Everybody thinks he can't but man he really can Everybody has potential gotta tap the can But when I'm tappin' at my people they don't wanna see the plan Is he crazy Or is he superstitious Take a look at that boy's life and you can see it's vicious Riding through the riches I don't wanna do no dishes I don't want no other job yeah I know I gotta get it