sorry but i'm not

There are some apologies, that you'll never get to say. And there will be days and days and days you think about your past mistakes. I ate you all, for every meal, you never got a break. And I took away your happiness and became your great mistake. There's so much literature on love, but no textbook for heart break. Only time will heal all wounds, but time is pain and pain is raw and why am I still crying on my bathroom floor. I'm sorry, but I'm not, for loving you so hard it hurt. I'm sorry, but I'm not for taking up some of your time, I'm sorry but I'm not because you wasted just as much of mine. I'm sorry and I always will be sorry that I'm not. There was no amount of time, I had assumed would fix the break. But when days turned into months, I wondered, how much more could one heart take. And then the time between the sadness, and the good days where I did not cry. Seemed few and far between and the stars returned to the night sky. I built my life around a person that built my dreams high in the clouds. Love gone cold can sometimes be so cruel, and I am no exception to that rule I'm sorry, but I'm not, for loving you so hard it hurt. I'm sorry, but I'm not for taking up some of your time, I'm sorry but I'm not because you wasted just as much of mine. I'm sorry and I always will be sorry that I'm not. I thank you now it's over and hindsight is my new best friend. I'm sorry we did not work out and get our fairy-tale end. I'm sorry, but I'm not, for loving you so hard it hurt. I'm sorry, but I'm not for taking up some of your time, I'm sorry but I'm not because you wasted just as much of mine. I'm sorry and I always will be sorry that I'm not. I'm sorry, but I'm not, for loving you so hard it hurt. I'm sorry, but I'm not for taking up some of your time, I'm sorry but I'm not because you wasted just as much of mine. I'm sorry and I always will be sorry that I'm not.