2015

I'm constantly overwhelmed with feelings Wish I had true friends I don't understand these confused meanings And why I cause myself so much pain Only drugs can numb And I know I seem dumb But I'm still young And needing someone Here I die Whilst you still fly Here I cry On my own I'm covered with your ashes and goodbyes Can't help but fall for your pretty lies I'm futile and lost You're content without a cost Only drugs can numb And I know I seem dumb But I'm still young And needing someone Here I die Whilst you still fly Here I cry On my own In 2015 I met your eyes And as time flies I still wish we hadn't said goodbye Only drugs can numb And I know I seem dumb But I'm still young And needing someone Here I die Whilst you still fly And here I cry On my own