I Hate Myself

I hate myself Maybe that's why I love everyone else I hate myself Maybe that's why I've lost my health I love too much Maybe thats why I'm so hard to touch I love too much Maybe I should just Sit back and relax Sit back and relax It's hard caring so much You cannot feel your head It's hard loving so much You aren't afraid of what comes next It hurts loving him When he don't love me back It hurts loving him Its turned my heart black But I do it anyway Its all I can do and say I do it anyway No one meets me halfway I hate myself Maybe that's why I love everyone else I hate myself Maybe thats why I've lost my health I hate myself Why does no one ever help I give love to everybody else Maybe thats why I've lost myself I've lost myself