the heart that i had (voice memo)

Worn out memories I've played in my mind A couple thousand times Made up sequel Things we never did - but what if we did? Here's to the times that we could've had See your old room, meet my mom and dad Say five more minutes when I say I need to go back Why does it feel like I lost something I never had Ooooh I remember Christmas Eve at ten I thought you'd kiss me then Favorite sweatshirt I never gave it back I thought that we would last Here's to the times that we could've had Tell me you love me, I'd say it back Undress our minds to each other, the good and the bad Why does it feel like I lost something I never had Possibilities Clutter me to sleep Drains I'm circling Circling Here's to the times that we'll never have I gave you my heart, can I have it back? You didn't ask for it, I didn't think to hold back I didn't lose you, I lost all the heart that I had