THE SCARY FEELING

Don't know how much more I could've done Don't know how much more would be enough My legs are so tired From running the pace that you set The end is in sight But you move the line again And now It kills me that I'm not who you hoped I'd be People please corrupts my identity It's not fair to me It's not fair to you The scary feeling sinks in that I don't know who I am because I've lived my life for you Wait wait wait wait wait Can we actually try something else? Uhh sorry Maybe something like I'll admit I've lived my life to prove (Ah ah) Trust me it's more painful than it looks (Ah ah) Thought this was respectful Now it's blurred all of the lines I try to stay peaceful By playing the role that you like It kills me that I'm not who you hoped I'd be People please corrupts my identity It's not fair to me It's not fair to you The scary feeling sinks in that I don't know who I am because I've lived my life for you My world caves in A faith built on sinking sand I've tried all these gimmicks for what This is not what i want And it's all catching up There's one way out I'm dying to self right now Get rid of this idol I hold Trade the world for my soul It's time to let go (oh) I have to let go (oh) Even if it kills me that I'm not who you hoped I'd be People please can't have my identity It's not fair to me It's not fair to you The scary feeling sinks in that if I live in His purpose It won't be enough for you But there's way more I stand to lose If it isn't Jesus I choose