Garden Maze

I tended a garden in my head A maze of you, under stars and sunset But you weren't present (Present) You were the crescent (Crescent) Moon before it became whole And so I fed you spoons of sugar (Sugar) Until your soul was fuller (Fuller) But still, when I lay there in the dark I hear those unconscious remarks As I travel through my mind to find me (Ahh) And lose myself in the sea You once said I'm the only one you'd save (Only one you'd save) So I led myself to my grave (Ahh) But when you came to take my hand Where I grew orange tulips on the land (Ahh) Our two lips came to misunderstand (Each other) But I'm still healing (Healing) I'm trying to make things feel even (Even) But I'm always in too deep Meanwhile, you see in '2D' Now the only remedy is my own melody (Ahh) Played in my own fantasy No, you won't find me Weakened roots, losing balance I let myself down by longing the absence Of what grows beyond the garden (Ahh) Beneath the dirt, caught me off guard, then (Ahh) In the flower beds, a fertilizer Overgrown out of my future (Ahh) When everything bloomed for the first time I kept inside, the gate unkept your old vines Protecting our seeds by covering more dirt Even though I was heard, you didn't know how I hurt When it always hurts What is it even worth Yet I love the way your mind works (Love) The same how you mind my works I love it here my garden maze But you've grown past the open gate To the greener grass above me I know it's not always about me (Ahh) But do you still see me