lilies

I'm sorry that I'm not you I'm sorry that I am Oh god you don't know how badly I tried to keep it down I tried I swear Burden was all mine to bear Promised I'd be here but I'm finding it hard To keep from Fading, fading Dimming the versions of me I recognize Fading, fading Away I like me better when I fade Couldn't disappear still Please just know I tried Tethered to the Earth only by the look That's in your eyes I hate being Awake Daydream the service Send my condolences From beneath the lilies I see it clearly now Fading, fading Dimming the versions of me I recognize Fading, fading Away I like me better when I fade Deserve the punishment Think I fell in love with it Think I fell in love You had nothin to do with it I just fell in love with it I just fell