Deadweight

I'm gonna hide Why don't you count to 60 Yeah take your time But you're never gonna find me 'Cause in my mind, in my mind I've got a reason to cry All the time, all the time I wanna tell you the truth But I lie, but I lie 'Cause it's so easy to do And more fun for you I think I'm deadweight Oh You think I'm so great I'm thinking just wait Oh Let's skip to heartbreak But you never seem to figure it out Oh, oh Give me a sign You might be in on the joke I'll give you a smile I'm really going for broke 'Cause in my mind, in my mind I've gotten good at goodbyes After time, after time I wanna tell you the truth But I lie, but I lie 'Cause it's so easy to do And more fun for you I think I'm deadweight Oh You think I'm so great I'm thinking just wait Oh Let's skip to heartbreak But you never seem to figure it out I swear I'm not dead, wait for me I feel like I'm falling behind The weather's turned we're starving And I think they might eat me alive Oh yeah I'm deadweight I hope you still wait Yeah Here we go again Feeling sorry for myself Oh I'm so sorry And after all this you're still here What is wrong with you I think I love you Do you really love me Weird I think I'm deadweight Oh You think I'm so great I'm thinking just wait Oh Let's skip to heartbreak But you never seem to figure it out