Trust Me Better

I keep the things I love in plastic Cause I can see it, but I can't have it If I can't have it, I can't grab it And squeeze all the life right out it I break amends and make new habits Thank god I can't see my own back, I'd probably stab it Someone wanted part of me, and I said, "have it" Had to learn to live without it And I want to trust me better, want to trust me better But I've been lying Saying it's for the better, saying it's for the better I keep my questions wrapped in plastic So when it gets too quiet, I won't go trying to ask 'em If life is curiosity, call me a cat Or better yet, call me a casket I keep my heart wrapped up in plastic So I can hear when someone's trying to unwrap it Cause I don't want somebody thinking they can have it Can't learn to love myself without it And I want to trust me better, want to trust me better But I've been lying Saying it's for the better, saying it's for the better And I want to love me better, want to love me better And I've been trying Trying to treat me better, trying to treat me better